Fingers itching. Body twitching.
Snapping jaws. Lashing tongue.
No take backs.
Short fuse. No fuse.
Elation. Agitation.
Ruin. Rage. Remorse.
Righteousness. Doubt.
Head boiling. Heart blistering.
Running. Racing. Roaring.
Avoid sitting. Stop thinking.
I don’t want to feel.
Swallowing schism. Subtle shifting.
Shut it down. Stuff it down.
Down.
Breakdown.
Break through.
Tunnel out. Tear out.
Bore back.
So are you describing your feelings or Ave’s ???
Mine, although I’m sure she’s picking up on them. I’m weaning off the Zoloft and simultaneously Ave appears to be weaning off nursing so it’s a double whammy.
Meghan recently posted…Weaning
That pretty sums it up for bothof you, It’s so hard! Hang in there, it’s another new beginning, a new day, new miracles ahead, not just an ending.
Beautiful expression!
This was actually about me weaning off Zoloft, the anti-depressant I went on once she was born, although Ave has taken it on herself to wean from nursing too so I’m getting a double emotional whammy. I’m grateful Ave is leading the charge for the nursing too because it’s how I wanted that relationship to end.
Meghan recently posted…Weaning
Ooh. Well, I certainly do know that one! And that the weaning process of most antidepressants are different with each, but a party gone wrong in your head and body.
Weaning both a tot and med at the same time I have not had to do. The med alone is an uncomfortable period of differing degrees depending on the dose, medication and length of time you’re been on it. It has been a long time (years) since I have used Zoloft. All that I remember were the extra 15 lbs I carried while on it and a few others. They fell away slowly after I stopped.
It would certainly be nice to shed 15 pounds now that I’m off it. Fingers crossed.
Meghan recently posted…Weaning
oye vey. we’re weaning off the binky. …. it’s been REAL. *smashing head into wall*
and….. sending you wine and wonderful thoughts and experiences 🙂 love from houston! giving you BIG air hugs <3 p.s. this too shall pass. just like everything does. i'm about to board a flight to scotland without my hubby and kiddo, to go see my other favorite human, my brother, graduate from uni. my heart is aching with feelings. i'm going to miss the hell outta my fams. but i'm also excited i get to see my bro and mom abroad. life is full of emotions, damn it!
That is so exciting. Have the most wonderful time. Congratulations to your brother. Sending all the love and hugs your way too.
Meghan recently posted…Weaning
OMG – it’s TIME?! Go you!!!
Yep, good-bye Zoloft, hopefully forever.
Ave has also taken it upon herself to wean from nursing too which is wonderful, but makes me an emotional hot mess.
Meghan recently posted…Weaning
If it’s time it’s time. It was always going to be a tough period but this too shall pass.
Jen @ Chase the Red Grape recently posted…Week in Review – Sydney
Well said and on point, as usual.
Meghan recently posted…Weaning
It was a matter of waiting for the time to be right. The time has come. Buckle u, plow through, because you know you’ve got this. Both of you do.
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Pretty much everything you said. We’re plowing through.
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